The Seven Year Itch | The End of Survival Mode

 The Seven Year Itch! Survival mode… be gone! 

It has been almost Seven years since my last blog post! Honestly, I did not even realize it until I went to my blog to see what needed to be updated.  I have sat down and tried to write so many blog posts in the last seven years. Probably about 20 or 30 half written, ideas or incomplete reviews in my library at the moment. Some will resurface in the future, and some will go into the trash. 

I just knew every time that I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t ready to put myself back out into the world after honestly 7 years or more of bad luck. To be honest, I think myself and everyone else can attest to the fact that 2012 until now, has basically just been mostly a shit show in the world. 

Maybe we are in the Mandela effect world traveling in different realities, maybe we are moving into a different dimension, perhaps the Mayans were right and 12.12.12 marked the ‘end of the world as we knew it’. Regardless of what is truly going on in our human existence, the last 12 and a half years we have experienced major losses and have gone backwards with how we as a whole process grief. 

On a personal level I know myself that I have been in a state of constant grief and basically in a place of survival mode. Never leaving survival mode is a horrible thing. Something I wouldn’t wish on anyone, but unfortunately actually admitting that to myself and admitting it. It opened up my eyes to the fact that we are now in a world that is our daily lives. A constant state of grief and survival mode. 

I am still in recovery and probably always will be. Yes, I said recovery. I am a recovering Grief and Survival Mode Addict. But, I am at a point that I am ready to be a voice of reason for the others who are suffering the same fate that I have. Constant states of grief and survival, to begin living again, or maybe even for the first time. 

I know this may be a strange way to come back but it feels right to begin with my testimony. 

I am going to go into way more detail in the coming weeks, months and however long it takes to share my experiences and to help to coach those of you who are stuck as I was, and to work with each other and to learn from each other, as I still have a lot to learn, and alot to teach. 

As of this post I am revamping my blog with all my current contact information. I am also adding my Psychic Readings, Mediumship Readings and Coaching to the blog. Alongside working on launching a new website psychicrachel.com. 

I am excited and ready to speak to old friends, and make new friends along with being a rock for each other. I do have and always will have ADHD, so I can’t promise that my blogs will post at certain times, or state exact dates of when I may launch certain things I have in the works. But, I can promise that I will be here. We are in this together!